chocolate :)

A thousand days

2012-01-27T21:04:00.001-08:00

Starting my day with a blogpost. Yes, I just woke up, timecheck 12.47. Half of my day gone. Because I was doing this at 12 midnight:

I submitted this for "Countdown to Beautiful Show" contest. It's actually BEAST Pre-concert contest. I forgot all the photoshop skills so only managed this HAHA. Show some love by liking on FB ok?
CLICK HERE to LIKE. May need to like the page before liking the photo!

I'm gotta end this post abruptly with a music video again. Got tonnes of stuff to do.

I have loved you for a Thousand years , I'll love you for a Thousand more

It never last

2012-01-26T05:00:00.000-08:00

IM SO SAD! THIS 2 BROKE UP ='( They are my favorite celebrity couple!

Anyway, I foresee that the Feb will be crazy with all the deadlines, tests and exams coming up. Can't wait for it to be over and start on internship. 6 months away from sch, yeah or neh? Soon i will be damn near to graduation. FUCKYEAH!

IMY

2012-01-20T07:33:00.000-08:00

OMG I-Phone users should download this app called Vintage Cam & Action Cam (im not very sure of the names) cause the effects are so pretty! Still deciding between the I-phone and S2. Gotta get them after CNY or maybe during March or something.

Attended GESSBAND's own concert ytd at TOUCH community theater. It feels good everytime I attend such concert because it reminds me of the good times in band ='). Glad to see that the band is doing well too.

So, I finally received the call from my intern company for an interview which was arranged to be this morning. I think it went fine? I'm amazed to find out that the director of the company is an ex-gessian as well as an ex band member as well. SMALL SMALL world we are living in. Finally, the internship interview is off my mind now, no longer have to carry my phone like an idiot everywhere, worrying that I would miss the call from the company. Lunch at 363 Katong Laksa with some classmates after class. My Nasi Lemak cost me $6!!! Did I mention, that i love the "feel" of Holland V? #random

It's been long

2012-01-18T05:16:00.000-08:00

Lunch with the princesses today! It's very rare that all of us are present =X The plan was supposed to be a lunch and then Fitri and I will head back to school for GEMS, but then we decided to give GEMS class a miss.

It's been awhile since we had a photo of all 4 of us!

2 of the OLDEST!
Had lunch at Fish & Co. Food was below standard. I remembered my black pepper stingray tasting much better. And mine came with the wrong side, so they gave me a basket of fries on the house.

Secondary Sch method of camwhoring in the toilet.

Bought a new wallet. The one i'm using is kinda dirty alr, so I decided to get a new one in leopard prints! I like, but others are against me buying at first. >=[

Belated Birthday Present from Wei Lun, YX and LS! Practical to the max!

Attended Etiquette and Grooming seminar! Super informative and the speaker was a pretty lady. Headed to IKEA, hoping to find the storage "thingy" but failed, and met someone unexpected on my way there.

Took my mind off

2012-01-14T07:07:00.000-08:00

CUTENESS EEYORE! Baby Disney Plush Toys <3 I just realized I look like i didn't sleep the night before here -.-

Headed to Chinatown after school on Thurs with CL. I think the street market at Chinatown is losing its "significance" now, it doesn't bring me the CNY festive mood anymore. It used to be better.

CNY Peranakan job ended yesterday, like finally!Can't wait to get pay, bank account hit all time LOWEST, worse than just being low. Rushed home from Hougang Mall, bathe, changed and cabbed to Clarke Quay to meet the Win,Lishanth, CL etc and headed to Zirca/Rebel. The queue was INSANE -.- So after getting our chops, headed to a restaurant called HOOTERS! the chicken wings are THE BOMBZ. And really is OMG SO GOOD DAMN GOOD! I can have 10 to myself now. tried the samurai and i-forget-what-favour. Both are good, just that the other i-forget-what-favour is like more of a sour and mild spicy taste, but is good too. I wanna go back there for the wings! Anyway for guys, they can give their eyes a "treat" while dining there too - waitress with tanktops and super super short hot shorts. It was SO SO SO packed at Zirca/Rebel. But the company was good I would say.

Alright, the intern company must/shd call me soon for an interview! CALL ME!!!!

Further and further

2012-01-10T07:17:00.001-08:00

Starbucks after getting my hair done on saturday. I love my red hair! But red runs pretty easily.

Bbq at brenda's house just now with the usuals. Win's whole raw chicken is really edible. Takes alot faith to believe it will be cooled. First time seeing someone bbq one whole raw chicken. Chilled at cl's house before the bbq. Thats cl"s bears!

Anyway i have been carrying my phone everywhere waiting for the intern company to call me. They said they would call me yesterday but its tues alr! :( I had a missed call just now when i was showering but its a private number!

Hello intern company! Call me soon!!!!

Ok, goodnight!

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Acting like its nothing

2012-01-05T15:59:00.001-08:00

Best fries forever, damn good. Great time spent at Nihon Mura ytd. Win was telling us his story at zouk,hilarious much. Ate so much i felt like i just gained a couple of kg.

Otw to school for 8am class. Time check 7.56am but i am not even at commonwealth. What's new, im forever late haha. Goodbye!

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Goodbye 2011

2011-12-31T08:12:00.000-08:00

2011, To me, it wasn't good at all. Shit happens. As compared to what some others are facing, mine is really not comparable at all, but because it really matters to me so much. Have been a bitch towards most of the things because I just can't be bothered. As years pass, I think I have become more indifferent about things around me unless it really matters to me alot.
I think I regretted pretty much this year. And the greatest one was probably not placing trust in the one I should. Maybe the result would still be the same even if I had, but i probably feel better if I had acted differently.

At times, I feel like im barely surviving, up till now I do still think back whether it was a right decision to transfer to SP. Although 2 years back, it was all that i wanted and tried so hard to be here. But I have came so far, I just have to go on.

But thankfully, keeping in touch with friends from GESS even after graduating for 2 years, that's something really heart warming.

2012, I do not really have a new year resolution. At this state, I just want a peaceful year. I really do hope something which is due in 2012 will be fulfilled. To me it means alot, but the chances of it happening is negative. Whatever it is, having less expectations is always good, it brings lesser disappointment.

What a bad post to start 2012.

Nevertheless, have a good year ahead to all out there. Time will pass super fast and it will soon be a "goodbye 2012" post. Goodnight!

I survived

2011-12-30T17:03:00.001-08:00

Queensway curry chicken on wednesday.

Otw to bbdc to reschedule btt, hopefully nobody alr took the slot i want. And this means im delaying it for another month. But if someone takes the feb slot i can just bang the wall cause the next available slot is in freaking april -.-

Will be back with a post tonight. Got to alight the bus. Haha

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Nothing last forever

2011-12-25T07:53:00.000-08:00

Saint Benedict @Hatched with cousin. I had it with smoked salmon and Ham and Bacon, SO GOOD I could have 2 shares to myself.
My feeling got cheated big time, Evans Lodge is not anywhere near Botanic Garden. Its actually opposite CCAB. Remember the times when i caught the Bball match when I still had a "thing" for guys who play basketball. HAHA

Badly sliced oreo log cake dad bought. Good too. Now you get why i never succeed in any diet.

Christmas Lunch in my own room. How peaceful. And it further proves the above mentioned point about diet.

Curly fries.Good on the first few but too salty after that. I doubt I will have this when sch starts since mcd will be at T16. Ya Kun Kaya toast everyday. Just kidding -.-

Spent my Christmas at home surfing the net and reading blogs. Came across 2 where both couples broke up. The first one was what most people call them as "the perfect couple" cause both are good-looking, smart , rich and they have been together for at least 5 years i think? Such a pity cause i love looking at photos of both of them. =(
The second one is a primary school schoolmate. Technically speaking, we didn't even spoke to each other before and she transferred sch i think during P3. But i remembered her and her name too. I recalled reading her blog earlier this year, just happen to blog hopped and this couple was kinda of sweet cause the guy changed for her and they didn't give up on each other even though they quarreled a lot, which I admire. But then, things still didn't work out for them in the end. I read through her recent post and it did express some of my thoughts. There's a lot of times when i wanted to write something here but i just don't know how to express it in words. Really bad at language. -.-
Ok, I sound like a stalker here and like why am I writing about other people's personal life here right, but I just want to say I realize some people meet each other and get together but then in the end, it doesn't work out for them. This is sad, why must it be like that? Nothing really last forever. so lesson learnt.
Don't even wish having it and then you won't fear losing it.

Black Christmas

2011-12-22T21:48:00.000-08:00

So touching that Hottests in Japan did these for the boys! And almost all the boys teared =')

Have been trying to call the courier company for the past 3 hours. 3 hours lea!!!! So ridiculous right, you mean there is really not a single soul to pick up the call for the past 3 hours?!?!?! What's worse, i was calling their main line cause the line for the call centre either doesn't get through or no one picks up the call. WTF?!?! Plus,I have called for redelivery for the 2nd time and its my 3rd time calling for the past consecutive 3 days. Still, my parcel is not even here yet. #Angstygirl93
FYI, my parcel was supposed to be delivered at 8am - 10am on wednesday. But the person came at like 4.30pm in the afternoon when i wasnt around. Seriously, then what is the preferred time for delivery for when the parcel is delivered way later than the preferred timing? Doesn't even make sense.

AND! The school decide to ask us to help them with SIWF?!?!?! I don't get why they must have a freaking final presentation to decide the winning team when in the end they are gotta kope some ideas from the top 3 grps and combine them -.- Then might as well just pick the ideas and do away with the final presentation before that right?!!? The WORST thing is, I am not even interested in carrying out the event cause it has become a nightmare more than an experience/opportunity. I thought SIWF would finally be a 2011 thing in a few days time, but NO, its gotta be carried over to 2012 and there goes the good start in 2012. FML X 1000000000000. WHY CANNOT LEAVE ME ALONE?!?! -.-

Whining aside, Xmas is 2 days away, frankly speaking, I don't see the big deal about Xmas. Don't ask me why, I have my reasons for it. The only thing i look forward is visiting Hatched tmr. And annual xmas meet-up with 4H and then steamboat on sunday. Please, no more screwing up of plans. I may just explode -.-

Blog Confession 2

2011-12-21T07:04:00.000-08:00

很多人喜欢做两件事：留一个看得见的伤口，等一个看不见的人。

So True.

Numb 2

2011-12-18T08:57:00.001-08:00

Fingers wrapped. I have no idea why my fingers are peeling or shd i say the skin is ripping off so badly i could see the flesh and its mad painful.

So yesterday i got up at 545 for work at Expo. I saw the Prada bag i wish to own on sale!!!! Imagine my excitement. But then its gotta take me years to be able to afford it =[

After work, went home to change and headed to Zouk at 10++. So tired but I didnt regret going cause the music kinda took my mind of ____ . Left early cause i had a curfew and i promised to be home early.

Need to sleep now. Need to hit the pools tmr morning and hopefully get some tanning done.

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Money brings Temporary Happiness

2011-12-15T09:18:00.001-08:00

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Hi, look at my fat face. Result of not swimming for 2 weeks nor dilligently gymming. Non-stop eating.

Went to The Shoppes at MBS today. I love it there!!! Shopping with no crowd and makes it feel like im not in SG. Was intending to spend my voucher at sephora but dumb me forget to bring it out with me. But it wasnt a wasted trip cause i found new pair of shoes for CNY. Cost me a bomb (as compared to most of te shoes i have) but i love it.I gave in to temptation anyway! Shopping does give me few hours of happiness.

12cupcakes back home. They made salted caramel the monthly special!!! My fav flavour! Following would be red velvet.

Need to catch up on sleep! Goodnight earthlings!

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Material Queen

2011-12-11T09:03:00.000-08:00

Just finish watching this show in 2 days! Its so nice and sweet! 蔡家豪 is fking hot when his mean. And I love all the all the Dior and Chanel in the show!
做拜金女也是不错的.

Choya mixed with sparkling Fuji Apple, my creation. HAHA

I need to catch up on life. And this means I have to visit my favourite place - the shopping malls.

hell

2011-12-03T20:09:00.001-08:00

Breakfast i had yesterday. Hell week ahead. Cant wait for it to be over.

Had to give the gathering later a miss. It sucks to have 5 consecutive papers. -.-

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Who you are

2011-12-02T05:27:00.000-08:00

I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising

Wake-up call

2011-11-30T08:31:00.000-08:00

I actually have something to blog but i think its not appropriate to be affected by those right before MST week. Need to mug really hard, Environmental Safety and Health is one pain in the ass module, Law with all the law cases. I can just commit suicide now HAHA just kidding.

This is probably the last post till next friday. It's officially DECEMBER,one of the the happiest month i used to have but not now anymore. Please no exam drama this time.

K,bye.

Almost the end of 2011

2011-11-25T05:13:00.000-08:00

Its nearing the end of 2011. I don't know whether it's something which i should be glad. Anyway that aside.

Meet 2 of the princess for lunch and to do work after school today. We had Sticky Rice at Clementi Mall.

Had Beef Tai Kway tiao cause i woke up with a super terrible stomachache/ gastric this morning. -.- I am this suay.
And I had my dose of Green Milk Tea!
Off to do work at the library after that.
WHY MUST I HAVE 6 FREAKING PAPERS?!?!?!

Bought this on my way home. So soft and chewy!!
I think im so dead for MST cause i am confused -.-
And im so dead for BTT tmr, I haven't been reading the theory book consistently.
God Bless me please.

"I want you to be a happy girl everyday" - It never happen ever since that day, never.

You are the apple of my eye

2011-11-21T07:53:00.000-08:00

你是柯震東，而她是你心里的陈妍希。

I want to watch this so badly! But there I am so busy =(

Heartache

2011-11-17T07:57:00.000-08:00

Toffee Nut Frap! SO GOOD!!

Cupcakes to mark the end of PM presentation.

This Week wasn't any better. PM Presentation class presentation is finally over. But, I have to collate the report, prepare my part for MICE presentation next tues and attend WOC this saturday. Why the things to do never ending one?!?!?!

Anyway, i love this :

Grumpy week

2011-11-11T21:44:00.001-08:00

I was supposed to go for the World Orchid Conference. So i cabbed to

MBS cause it was raining very heavily. I broke my rainbow umbrella when i closed the cab door. Nvm abt that.

So i reached MBS shortly and asked for directions,only to realise the event only start tmr. This means my schedule is screwed now as i have planned it in such a way that i wont have to cramp everything tgt. Plus, im having overnight project meeting later at 10.30pm. I will be too tired to go tmr which means i have to postpone my visit to next week. But then again,i might have other work to do by then. Zzzz, utterly annoyed!!!

So i headed to get cupcakes to make my day a little better. Sigh..

Yet another whiny post, so i shall stop here for now.

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Another whining post

2011-11-09T08:38:00.001-08:00

Taken during Gems class today. There were people giving out balloons so we each took one and walked to class. #likeanactcute

Projects are my number one most hated thing now. I do not get why the school keep giving us projects. Its taking up too much time. And this is making me dread sch. I do not learn much from it cause there are so much that i am just doing for the sake of getting them done so that i can faster get over them.

Its always the same thing which made me think back if the decision i made at that moment - was it really better? Life was so much better back then and with _ . Fml nights.

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那些年

2011-11-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

I want to watch this after hearing all the good reviews about this movie. And the song is so meaningful too!

But its only the 3rd week since the second term of Year 2 started, all the work are pouring in like its free,never ending.
I shouldn't whine cause I chose this path myself.

To You

2011-11-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

很想知道你近况我听人说还不如你对我讲
我最亲爱的你过的怎么样
没我的日子你别来无恙
关系虽然不再一样关心却怎么能说断就断

physics drives me crazy

2011-11-02T05:39:00.001-07:00

Engineering services is bleh!! Im pretty confused with the formulas and units which explains why i dropped physics back then in sec 4. Anyone wanna teach me physics????

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Trick or treat

2011-10-31T02:00:00.000-07:00

Back from KL study trip but had lots of tutorials and projects, plus work and USS halloween yesterday! I'm here to revive this space.

KL Trip was alright in general. Didnt get alot of stuff though, but I still spend alot!!!!(on food, fat die me, HAHA) Traffic in KL was quite bad and the stuff arent exactly cheap either. Too bad we had too little time to shop.

USS Halloween! Both haunted house wasnt really scary except that i got freaked out when a "ghost" came after me with a knife. -.- Didnt get to take battlestar galactia this time as the waiting time was horrible. I will let the pictures do the talking then.

This place machaim like clubbing. all the people damn high and the "ghost" were dancing too.

Got lots of things to do and Im tired. Mentally and physically

Lazy raining day

2011-10-25T22:26:00.000-07:00

Happy D day!
Only had 2 days of school this week, as I will be heading KL tmr morning for a study trip. Not excited at all cause there will be 6 reports, 6 projects for 6 modules waiting to be completed when I get back. On the other hand, it will be a short getaway for me. Hope nothing screws up during the trip and i wanna shop so badly. Spending foreign currency is always so easy, everything divide by 2.4.

But, I am very EXCITED to head to USS Halloween party this week with Kc, SJ and devy!!!
So my week will be extremely busy after today. 2 days at KL,work on sat after i come back from KL, plus all the reports and projects *faints* Its only 2nd week of school fyi. FML

Meanwhile, Im kinda of lazy to head out to swim/gym. I just wanna nua at home and not get fat HAHAHA.

I laugh, have fun but it doesnt mean i am not struggling just because i choose not to show it

Hey there stranger

2011-10-22T05:11:00.000-07:00

Friday night at Timbre to celebrate Daniel's birthday.

Favorite of the night : Buffalo wings

My Apple Martini which kinda suck at the end, vodka taste too strong =/

Roasted duck pizza (good), Hawaiian Pizza. We also ordered Sunny side up (i like) and calamari rings, which were all good.

Cookie and cream cake which we shared and finished. We were eating so fast yesterday.
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End of first week of school! Next week is gotta be a busy one even though I will only be in school for 2 days. I kinda miss my last gems class!!! =( Not that the i hate this sem's GEMs class, I like the lecturer cause its Kenneth Koh, but there are "weird" people in my class.

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"And what you're always gonna be? You're the love of my life, everyone else will only be second best. There will never be another you. I wish I could be telling the truth when I say I'm over you. You don't just stop loving someone. You either never did or always will. I don't want you to know so I try to be strong. I don't want you to think that without you I can't go on."
- Credits to crunchycoconut.bs

First day

2011-10-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

ok actually its like the second day of school. blogging from my galaxy cause my lappie have too many tabs alr.
i wanted to post pictures but apparently i dunno how to do it from my phone. noob.
till i figure out how to, i will come back with a proper post.

i read a blog today, and the post really describes my feelings towards a particular someone.
"Everyone wants to know why I won't let go. It's because if I walk away, I know you won't come after me."- one of the sentence which speaks what I always feel yet I dont know how to.

Enough of this, bye

Summary

2011-10-16T06:40:00.001-07:00

Last few hours of my holidays.
Im glad I worked this holidays, at least I didnt rot too much, but DIET FAILED!!! =(
ok, thats not new, my diet always fail HAHA

Timbre with these peeps on Friday, joined them after work.

Gossip Girl to entertain me on my last 2 days of holidays.

Im using Galaxy Ace now. It's Mum's phone but she is letting me use it till I get Iphone. After using the galaxy now, Im deciding between Galaxy S2 and Iphone. Which?
.......

Anyway, I just checked the new timetable and I dislike it, ending at 6 on a monday isnt good >=( ZZZ

Roses are beautiful but they have thorns too

2011-10-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

Flickr took more forever to upload my photos
Nursery "Excursion" with Indo woman, cause she need to buy a pot of flowers for her grandma. My day was damn packed today. Had Texas Chicken for the first time, and it was a treat from Fitri! I wanted Udders Ice cream but was too full, oh well.
PICTURES :

Blue rose! But my fav is the black rose.

Seeds. Honestly, who ever grow melon in Singapore??? Would they even grow?!?!

my "hybrid" rose which I bought. Blue petals, orange and pink and not-sure-what-other-colors

Tulips

Ok, this one got no link with the nursery trip. But its awesome GOGO CURRY!!!

Oh my tian, i need to stop eating and workout more, feels like I gained weight(DUH, Bubble tea everyday,HAHA) =( ZZZ

$$$

2011-10-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

Best Job I ever had. I had a feel of being in the corporate world for the past 3 days (dressing like an OL like a fun only -.- haha). Worked as an Exhibition Assistant for Asian pacific Digestive Week which is a doctors' function. So Slack and carefree job - was only busy for an hour in the morning due to the breakfast crowd and the whole day was just chatting with the other 2 girls at work (Oh man, so much fun talking to them from paranormal activities to online shopping) and we all have a similarity - LOVE TO ONLINE SHOP. Well, i was probably the youngest there.

Working this weekend at a roadshow, I hope it will be good too.

Meeting first princess for some shopping tmr in town and to collect pay from last last week. May be going to Batam next week too, I pray that Mum will agree to it.
*cross fingers*

Fill the emptiness

2011-09-30T22:31:00.000-07:00

1 week of rest at home before I start work again tomorrow.

Breakfast 1 of the mornings. I got rid of all the tomatoes inside. Raw tomatoes are EWW?

Shopping Spree yesterday. My favorite new place to shop is Sephora.

Came home before Mum does, to open the letter box for my online loots. But the piece was defective. ZZZ

Bitter Green tea which cost me $3.20 from some Jap supermarket at Century Square.

I want to visit 12cupcakes for delicious cupcakes soon!!!!
Alright till then.

Forever and Always

2011-09-29T04:43:00.000-07:00

Favourite line of the song :
I want you forever
Forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly

Lazy

2011-09-28T07:18:00.000-07:00

Am very lazy to go for work! But when I don't work, I feel so bored, have no idea what to do to kill time. Dad offered to give me 50 bucks more for meal so as to get me to work. but i rejected it HAHA. really restless but yet I want to earn some spare bucks for savings and to kill time.

Anyway, met up with poly classmates for some sushi buffet at Sakae. I still have the phobia for sushi, so I ordered more side dishes and refrain from raw salmon. Food so so-so, service was DAMN BAD. The staff was damn dao and sound so irritated. They didnt inform us that tea wasnt complimentary and ended up paying for it. -.-
I love my vivaz at times when it really takes quite good photos as compared to my old and abandoned camera.

Gotta watch BOF (yes, again)! YI JUNG IS SO CUTE!!! ok random bye.

第一次我愛上孤單讓時間還原到最初

Over soon

2011-09-25T08:52:00.000-07:00

Back from work at Muddy Murphy's. Leg gotta break! Was literally watching the F1 race on TV from 7pm onwards as it wasnt busy. I got 2 plasters on my finger thanks to cutting lemon and lime -.-

Next week is relax week before i start work again. Hope work will be bearable! God bless *cross fingers*. I need to read my basic theory driving book too. Did i mention its such a CHORE to get a driving license. >=/

I had a dream for 2 consecutive days and I was happy in my dream till i woke up and realise, it was just a dream after all, what happened?

Ache

2011-09-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

Weekend was spent working. Work at 1 Altitude Bar on Friday. I must say its a really nice place, with nice view from the 62nd floor. Flickr's being a bitch hence Im using blogger photo uploader instead.

Saturday and Sunday was at Muddy Murphy's. It's an Irish Pub/Bar where most ang mohs go to watch Rugby. And i did 10 hours of washing glasses, carrying them from the basin to the cup washer and arrange them back onto the shelves. Lousy flats i bought from Summit gave me painful soles on the first day. Shoulders are literally aching from carrying glasses. Thank god eye candy at work helped most of the time when his free. PHEW. Might be working this weekend again. Not sure if I wanna work cause 10 hours is really no joke -.-

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Fking GC now, results are gotta be out. FML.

MY

2011-09-15T10:42:00.000-07:00

Super nice <3

Watching IRIS, TOP is damn cruel in the show, he killed at least 10 person in the first 3 eps. BUT, i like, absolute bad boy hahah #fangirl93

Instead of muddy murphy for 3 days, im working at 1 altitude bar tmr for a day. Shall crush now. Goodnight earthlings.

To

2011-09-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

via Tumblr

Received this from the mail yesterday. Birthday letter from sis. It's our tradition to write letters on birthdays. In the past, we may write letters during special occasion too.

Box filled with Birthday cards, letters from GESS peeps, and some other stuff collected over the past 4 years.

So, yesterday morning, we went for an interview for F1 usher, also applied to work at COACH. COACH leh, I would very much love to work there, looking at those tais tais shopping. Ok, but chances are really slim cause selection is rather strict (of cos, since its high end brand). So after lunch at Astons, headed home and decide to pass by H&M. heyhey, need not queue AT ALL to enter.

But, i had to queue to try the clothes. Oh well, at least not under the hot sun. End up buying a top. alright,more like i had to buy something since im already at H&M. But i like my purchase!

Mundane life I have, every holidays its like that. When im busy with schoolwork, I cant wait to just laze around at home but when its holidays, I whined about being too bored. Anyway, I starting work at muddy murphy's this fri! $$ come to me!! I pray that the people there are nice or i will cry. God bless me please =(

Think too much

2011-09-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

Spy Myung Wol, I was DAMN Happy that Myung Wol and Kang Woo got married and Myung Wol didnt die (Y). the last part was damn sad. Anyway its quite a nice show, KANG WOO IS DABOOMXXX

I like watching sad shows, the sadder the better.

Need to find a job so I will not laze around house, think too much and cause myself to be asdfghjkl. Like seriously, when im too free, i think too much about XXX.

AND,i have yet to check out H&M yet cause the queue is forever long. Maybe if im really damn bo liao i might queue. HAHAHA

Saw this from a formspring :

Someone asked : How do you heal from a heartache?where do you start?

And the answer was : Its like a scar on my face, I try to conceal it with concealer, but its always there. It doesn't heal, it doesn't go away. Haunting me in my dreams, every single night.

Yea, so true.

At the same spot

2011-09-09T05:57:00.000-07:00

Can never get enough of this song. Bad and down.

Drink drank drunk

2011-09-08T01:32:00.000-07:00

Came home this morning in a super shag state. Overnight stay at Boon's house.
Drank too much and others had to clear up the mess, so sorry!. OMG, the thought of alcohol make me feel like puking. No more birthday shots kinda of thing, i will die man.

The guys and Joey got me a watch while pris got me a bracelet. Plus they still got me a cake which we didnt finish cause we were all full from vodka -.-

Alright enough of the embarrassment i had.

Had birthday lunch with Fitri at 2d1n Soju Bang the other day. Had wanted to try the BBQ Buffet but it was only available for dinner. So we ordered ala carte.

starters,i kinda like the kimchi

Korean rice cake. This was meant for 3-4 person. Couldnt finish and we packed home the remaining.
Had Spicy Pork And Beef too. Both are good,but i prefer the beef.
Shopping Spree and movie after that. I ought to control spending. Spent almost $200.

Caught The Cat. Its horror but i kinda watch it cause park min young was in it.

Need to work! been spending way too much.

18th

2011-09-05T09:33:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU all for the wishes on fb and text. Will fill this space up with pictures soon, not in the right mind now.

Received an unexpected birthday text in the last hour but haven't get to read it cause I have no idea how to and if I am supposed to reply.

Say hello to Goodbye

2011-09-02T04:42:00.000-07:00

Dinner at Marche with these people on wed. Thank you for the birthday song and thank you harris for the advance birthday cake!

Failed attempt of 10 continuous shot

Then, on the first day of september, went back to GESS on teacher's day and was supposed to go gaming after that with classmates but Fitri called me to acc her to USS with her 2 young siblings, it was damn impromptu and ended up at USS. Bought the express pass so we paid like $96 each. But i guess its worthy cause there were a lot of people and it will take ages to queue for a ride. I only had this photo which is taken by my Vivaz, kinda of decent for a phone huh.

Had my second facial session today. Extraction was still painful but then "no pain no gain".

Im kinda of restless to continue so i shall stop here. haha till then.

Someday

2011-08-25T23:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes hit, sometimes miss, it’s always like that
Just do it right tomorrow, it’s just a small mistake

Sometimes bottom, sometimes top, sometimes number 1
Getting 1st place, you can only go down

Without it, just live without it
It’s just greed you have before you win it oh

Your suffering now is a sign of your hard work
Everybody knows you tried
Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
If it’s separation, just let her go
She might show lying tears, maybe it wasn’t destiny
People who have to go, just go
Sure being next to them it might happen oh
Being tired right now
It’s just evidence of your love
Everybody knows you tried Everybody knows it’s alright

You get some right, you get some wrong

Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring, there will be days to smile, eventually a day to smile will come
The past is the past is the past
Previous memories
It’s the past

The long painful days
The Past is the past is the past
The days to forget you~

Everybody wins sometimes
Everybody knows you lose some

You get some right, you get some wrong
Although tiring there will be days to smile
When you fall down, when you get up
Although tiring there will be days to smile,
Eventually a day to smile will come
Eventually a day to smile will come

WHY I SO STUPID????

2011-08-22T23:17:00.001-07:00

Numb heart

2011-08-21T00:57:00.000-07:00

Survived the first week of exams and im not even half way through yet =( Still have freaking 4 papers over 2 weeks. KILL ME PLEASE -.-

Jagabee+studying

Dear accounts,please me kind to me on tuesday.

I really hate fb at times because i always see things which affect me greatly. Yet there is nothing I could do about it. LIFE SUCKS. kthxbye

SCREWED

2011-08-15T22:27:00.000-07:00

Meet my role model, Blair Waldolf.

Done with first paper and honestly I don think i did well, in fact I messed up what i studied and i cant remember which is for which -.- Brain is failing me-.-

I should get started on revision for next paper or i had whine after the paper again.

It's National Day

2011-08-09T04:17:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Singapore! Somehow National day never seem interesting ever since i graduated from Secondary school cause poly doesnt have celebrations for any festive occasion(NO LIFE!!!!)Kinda miss the parade we used to have back then in gess =( and JC friends told me that their celebration in school was lame too.

So i went to school for the sake of exam hints ( no half day -.-) and wander around in school till 5pm before heading to Shi Jie's house for the surprise birthday party. But our surprise kinda of failed. Nevertheless, it's nice catching up with the peeps, had a couple of shots too.

Pictures below(credits to YangYou's DSLR)

Those are sparkling grape juice.

Had tennis today! and DAMN i had to walk from Marbella which is at mount sinai road to near Buona vista to take a freaking bus home cause bus service 92 doesnt operate on PH -.-'' i waited for 15 minutes for the bus to come and only to end up walking under the hot sun. Everyone who leaves at Mount sinai probably have car cause its full of condos, terrace and landed property there, but hello i DONT HAVE A CAR -.-

wanted to get Gong Cha from BM and upon reaching, only to realize its closed. FML X 10

Ok im gotta end abruptly haha.

다신 누굴 사랑하지 않을 걸 알아,
***** * **** ***** *** *** **
내 기억 속에서

Blog Confession

2011-08-06T07:53:00.000-07:00

10270.) I miss you when something really good happens, because you’re the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you’re the only one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you’re the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memories of my life.

(via Tumblr)

Ugly

2011-08-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

Soup restaurant with mum on sunday for dinner. Not very nice, food variety not much =( Dislike

Hagen Daz, happy food no. 1

Its august! Time flies. August will be so so busy with freaking exams and test coming up. Totally gone for the whole of August =( and then it will be september,october,nov, dec, then 2012. Cant wait to graduate for the 78678697987782152th time.

Got to edit GEMS ppt, grp members were supposed to send me info but apparently none did -.-

I think im ugly, and nobody wants to love me,just like her, i wanna be pretty, i wanna be pretty, don't lie in my face, cause i know im ugly Freaking awesome 2ne1!!!! =)

Ought to be contented

2011-07-28T05:16:00.000-07:00

Updating this space while the wireless is working "fine" now. Have been so PISSED with the connection recently. I swear it suck big time when more than one laptop is sharing the connection, like really.

Been spending a lot on food these days. $5.10 worth of Frolick this week and I want red mango now too =( And i need retail therapy real soon!!! Hopefully the pay comes in tmr. Semestral exams are nearing, I hope no drama happens this time, or i had kill myself. haha.

Till then!

I made a wish for just a glance, it was granted the next day, I ought to be contented

Midnight rants

2011-07-23T10:35:00.000-07:00

Im here to rant. I became too pek chek to continue work cause either the wireless at home is screwed or the browser sucks. But i highly suspect is the wireless at home cause i tried using other browers and the same thing happens. Keep having the "cannot display page" notice, like wtf, use google chrome, rockmelt, IE all same problem. like really WTF -.- At one point of time, i spend 20 minutes refreshing the same page and even on dad's laptop, I experience the same problem again =.= Plus the fact that i can't find the info for my tutorial didnt help at all. So i conclude its the wireless MIO at home. The irony is that i just upgraded to a 10mbps last week. Instead of faster and better connection, im paying more for sucky wireless,WTF X 100000000000000000000000

Just so you know

2011-07-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

New Running Shoes bought 1 month back, have yet to wear it.

Retarded face of me with No. 1.

Ok Im damn restless, Don't feel like going to school at all. No particular reason for that, just that i need time alone. Do what i need to and thats all. Hope this week pass quickly. I need the National day's long weekend. I want to go to that place.

Numb

2011-07-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hi,i wonder if any soul visit here. While everyone got real excited about Harry Potter 7 part 2, i wasn't really affected it cause I only caught the first movie(yes the one which harry potter came about). Had a real hectic week. Interview at Night Safari on thurs. That was my first time stepping into Night Safari. Suaku max. But im not working anymore, cause travelling to and fro is really tedious.Imagine I have to do that 3-4 days per week.

And on Friday, I had work @tangs again and saw Michelle Chong. After work was impromptu decision to go drinking. Headed to Blue Jaz at Bali Lane, had 2 jars before i left for home when the rest stayed.

Work on Saturday again. Diligent me woke up to workout, ok i STRUUGLED to wake up. headed to BM to get lunch and bought GongCha. YES BM HAS GONGCHA NOW. and i spotted subway there too, not sure whether if its been there for quite a long time though.Stayed up to finish Logistics before i crash, was mad tired.

So today is my only stay-home day this week. Woke up earlier than usual to order Domino's Pizza. New outlet SO SO near to my house, can eat till im sick of it. Better pizza than Pizza Hut and i like the chicken drumlets and breadstix. Ordered thin crust Hawaiian.

And sinful yet my happy food, chocolate lava cake! I LOVE CHOCOLATE!!! Im lazy to rotate the picture.

And my dinner today, not very fond of the dishes today so mum cooked me a sunny side. Anything with egg is delicious. I always told MUM that i can survive with just rice and egg everyday. HAHA

YUP, as you can see, all the pictures are food, food and more food. Ate alot this week. Confirm gain weight. Thank god, tennis training tomorrow at Marbella. Hopefully it will make me less guilty then. K bye!

Difficult

2011-07-13T03:31:00.001-07:00

We always wonder why people change.
But the fact is, they haven't changed,
They are still themselves,
It's just what between you and that person have changed.

Disappointment

2011-07-12T05:58:00.001-07:00

Fat face + wet messy hair + hot green tea + little sweet treat i got myself today cause i was upset. Not gotta mention what it is, just that i know its my fault which cause the disappointment.

Ate so much sinful food today, KFC, famous amos, potato salad. OMG kill me please, i cannot stop eating. Craving for so much food =( Gotta workout tomorrow! Btw im like quite tan now, my mum says i look like dark, even one of the lecturers ask me why im so dark -.- But I don't see that Im tan at all!!!

Ok, nothing much to blog about. BYE.

Obsessed

2011-07-07T11:06:00.000-07:00

Feel the need to do some reflection and here I am. Yup im obsessed with shopping, or should i say, Im obessed with buying things, even things I aren't every fond of.

I was thinking why I became so obsessed, since when and why. In the past, whenever I would only part with money when I really really like something. I seldom buy clothes, the most i spent on was on better food.

But, the obsession started last year and its becoming worse. And now I shopped/buy stuff like every other day, every week I never fail to spend at least half of the allowance on retail therapy. To be honest, I have more than what I need for clothes. yes, I did count the number of never worn/worn once and dumped aside clothes. I tried to resist, control, but in the end the efforts will go to waste.

I can't deny that at times it makes me happy, but its not for long, the ''happy feeling'' dies down after a while and then i realized I don't really want the loot anymore.

Yea,whatever. Goodnight.

Week 2, Day 3

2011-07-06T09:02:00.001-07:00

City Hunter and Gummy

SUPER AWESOME corn crispy pancake, wanted to get this today after sch but the stall at the night market wasnt open

Subway breakfast!!!!

Ok, pictures and the title do not link at all. Mundane life i have, all about food, sleep, school and nothing else -.- And the fact that im super broke(like really) doesn't help either =(

Anyway, i finally drag my ass out to do wall training after school! all the way to Mountbatten. There were ASEAN school games going on and the people is really pro lo. felt so stupid while practicing against the wall. Need to be more diligent and train before group training, don't wanna embarrass myself.

My inspiration to blog just got cut off, so thats all for now.

Goodnight.

Stay Home Sunday

2011-07-03T04:47:00.000-07:00

As the title implies, its stay-home sunday today. Watched City Hunter for the whole day! MAD MAD MAD AWESOME show! Its not the typical love here and there drama, its more of action pack + excitement + love story of Lee MinHo and Park Min Young. God damn good, everyone should watch it! (even if you arent free, haha)

And Park Min Young is so so gorgeous!!! Love her tons!!!

And as usual, stay home weekend is disastrous when it comes to food, i kept eating non-stop. Like every hour, regardless of whether im hungry or not, i munch on food, gummies, bread (my new found love food) and many many more. PIG FOR LIFE!!!! =/

Plans for this week will be to do wall practice for tennis after school. played like rubbish till coach have to make it compulsory i do wall practice this week. OH MAN =(

A Bitter Day

2011-06-30T07:20:00.000-07:00

Just got back from town, shopping,dinner and sour sally!! And I really didnt buy anything today although i did struggle to buy a F21 jumper and denim romper from promod. Broke girl is me =(

Anyway, first week of school is ending soon. Slack week as compared to other weeks, while other schools have their MST (hahaha). I guess thats the advantage of having MST before the holidays =)

I guess without GNA's vocal, this wouldnt sound this nice.

Instead of that common saying that time heals everything

Tell me something that actually works

You can receive so much more love than what you got from me

You’re as beautiful as ever

You said we’d be together forever

In the end, we’re the same as others

Personality test

2011-06-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Hands UP!!

2011-06-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

(edited)haha retarded me, i print screened my desktop just to show whose in the background. -.-

THE BOYS ARE BACK <3 totally love their new concept ^^ and WOOYOUNG is my new biased!!And and Taec's bling bling jacket.!!!!!!

GUESS WHOSE ON MY DESKTOP- in preparation to chase Monday blues away tmr.

shall spend the last few hours of my holidays on some drama. I am not looking forward to school reopen at all -.-'' MEH!!!

It's a surprise I havent got depression

OMFG

2011-06-22T09:57:00.000-07:00

Name: eileen
Date: Wednesday 22nd 2011f June 2011 05:55:04 PM
Colorgenics Number: 3/7/0/1/2/6/4/5/

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.

Came across this and decided to give it a try. Thought it would like like any other stupid personality thing, but nope, it says everything i am now.

I learned to live half alive

2011-06-20T06:16:00.001-07:00

Oakham Market, super love the polka dot dress i got but mum said i look like mickeymouse-.-WAD?!?!?

$12.30 goodness!Love the peanut butter flavor. Have always been fond of the sweeter flavor, I have sweet tooth.

Had my first facial today at serangoon! Extraction fking hurts, just a bit more and my tears are gotta be squeezed out. But nevertheless, i love my skin now, never felt so squeaky clean! hope the redness be gone tmr, was so ps walking around at Nex today with the red marks on my face.

Another random mention, im no longer a red head, nor a violet head, not a light brown head too, but a dark ash blonde. Nope, none the blake lively kind of blonde of course, its like super dark grey, just like black.

Haha ok bye, im gotta watch 家好月圆, super nice!

ACJC Muse concert

2011-06-14T10:54:00.001-07:00

Muse Concert at Esplanade on Monday with ex band members. Concert was awesome, esp Phantom of the Opera.

Late dinner at BK after the concert and did some catching up and i should say i really had a great laugh cause Lishanth was telling us the ''happenings'' in YJC. hahaha totally LMAO. Never fail to laugh so hard when im with the band members. I remembered how we used to walk tiong after band and during lunch break. good old times =')

I know i said this like 7576688978700102 times already but i miss the life i had back then. When going for CCA after sch was a getaway from schoolwork and i was occupied from morning to night. I miss the non air conditioned classroom with 40 students, the cheap canteen food, the 70 cent milo, the white and green skirt.

11 JUNE - dinner with princess

2011-06-11T09:32:00.000-07:00

FREAK! I think i have an eye infection -.- my right eye inside is super pain and red -.-

Finally meet up with ALL the princess yesterday in town for dinner, which was supposed to be birthday dinner for the 2 legal princess. Like finally? it was so hard to find a day where everyone is free!

Had dinner at Kaffir & Lime. i ordered thai beef noodles(above), fairly good! Side dish was good too. except i felt super bloated cause of the soup and avocado juice -.- Planned to go to coldstone , but one had to go so we gave it a miss! BUT BUT, B&J ice cream today made up for it! cookie affair, 2 scoops at the price of 1, how great! Only for the month of june.

ending off with one of my all time favourite :

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?

Things on the wishlist

2011-06-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

1. Tennis racquet. Have to upgrade to one that its for intermediate player! the current one, according to coach is too ''beginner'' -.-

2. Dreamcatcher necklace

pretty right????!?!?!

3. Sport Shoes - current one wearing out but i refuse to change it cause i love it and it actually has some ''significance''.

4. I PHONE ! yes yes, stupid me should have just get it earlier this year instead of changing to my Vivaz.

5. dine at THE LINE.

6. Prada platform creepers

I like the one in white more, fking pretty!i just want the inspired one also can, anyone knows where to pre-order for these????

7. Watch

8. Learn ice-skating!

Day out with Mom

2011-06-05T06:29:00.000-07:00

Went out with Mom today @Bugis with Aunt. And we had Dim sum @Nanxiang Steamed Bun Restaurant! Food was better than expected, esp ja jiang mian and golden fried rice! XLB was better then those at Din tai feng.

Dessert at Ah Chew Dessert! managed to find the place with GPS on my phone. Had steam fresh milk with papaya.I hate papaya to the max but that was an exception cause it's so GOOD!!!

And camwhore: (hahaha)

Good food=time to work out. Haven't been working out cause last week was MST. time to hit the tennis court and hardcore practice!!!!!!!!!

Drift apart

2011-06-04T07:12:00.000-07:00

Exams are finally over for me! Had a great time after exams, lunch @Meiling market with classmates, tennis and then drinking session with Daniel, Manfred and Pris. Vodka plus pepsi tasted like Lohan guo please -.-

As for today, woke up at 9plus to go for Fit-all-you-can. Got 2 maxi dress,2 maxi skirt ( 1 of which i gotta alter it into a short skirt cause i will look like dutchlady wearing that), 1 slanted edge dress and 1 top. Was a little disappointed cause it was quite messy and so hard to find real nice stuff. Plus it was so rush. $55 was not really worthy. It's ok, it's an experience =)

Is it me or wad, but somehow i feel that ever since the year started, nothing really went quite well, and somehow i feel like im drifting away from a lot of people, either because they are busy, they have found new company or just can't be bothered. I don't feel the closeness with people anymore. I used to believe that communication isnt the main factor which cause people to drift apart. If two people/grp of people really cherish one another, even if they don't communicate/meet up, they will still have the ''closeness'' between them. Some of these people will come back, will stay but there are also others who just drift away and the next time you see them, both of you are just strangers/hi-bye friends. The thought of ''Oh, we used to be so close" sinks in.

I seldom type such things on this blog because i usually have the heck care attitude and believe that somehow things will work out on its own. Need to end this thoughts. Hopefully i return with a ''cheerful'' post soon.

E.

2 to go

2011-06-01T07:45:00.000-07:00

<3 REPLAYING IT each time i have break in between revision. WHY IS HE SO HOT?!?!?! stare at him for whole day, im not even sick of him yet. HAHAHA #crazyfangirl93
Anyway, i have whatsapp now! random, kthxbye, back to studying PR and off to bed

I have no choice.

3 to go

2011-05-31T23:22:00.000-07:00

teddybear biscuits for lunch

just ended ECMR paper a while ago and im home now. not studying yet cause i have to blog about the epic thing which happen for paper today.

so, yesterday was logistics paper, took the bus to sch and i forgot my watch. So, i relied on the time on my phone. Thought i was still 10 min early(according to time on phone), so i alighted at dover station and took the long route so i could read thru my notes again. But later, i couldnt find the exam venue ( spend 5 min looking for the room ) and so i was 10 min late and i didnt have the 10 min reading time. This was still ok, manage to finish the paper.

Today, ECMR paper, i got up at 7 to revise. was feeling sleepy all the while, so i went back to sleep at 10 and got up at 1030. so i saw that the time was still early, and walked around the house with the notes. left house at 1050 ( 10 min b4 start of paper ) thinking i was damn early + i had my watch with me. But the weather was such a bitch and so i decided to cab ( which i glad i did ). reached sch at 1115, thinking that since the paper starts at 1130, i could go to colors to blow air-con and revise, Yea and so i did.
1126, i took my own sweet time and stroll to T3a13 and FML, everyone was busy writing away and i looked at the board to realise that the paper started 30 min ago -.- for a moment i panicked ( like real shiver and couldnt hold the pen, hand was shaking )
Hope i didnt screw the paper too badly=/

Every paper something is bound to happen, *cross finger* that it ends here, cannot take too many "suprises".

Talk is cheap

2011-05-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

This is not even the full MV and im going crazy already <3<3
Watching him makes me feel happy(for a while)

Everyone can talk/say/promise, but not all can actually do it.

37.9

2011-05-27T04:35:00.000-07:00

Supposed to work today but im home now. Cause halfway at cityhall, i nearly fainted -.- my head was spinning, neck, shoulders and back were Fking pain, ever since before acct paper started. I thought it was because of lunch, i ate only cereal.
So i headed home instead and decided to take my temperature, and TADAH! fever 37.9. great job, start of MST and stupid immune system decided to break down. Still have lots to study, cannot afford to rest.

On a lighter note, acct paper went fine! 5 more papers to go and i will welcome holidays with open arms =)

Till then, need to find the pills for fever-.-

Need to Rant

2011-05-24T10:30:00.000-07:00

Stress level at the peak! Why ABE must be so special, have exams before the holidays when other schools have theirs 4 weeks later? ZZZ and we were only officially informed like last week! GREAT -.- 22 chapters, 6 modules, 6 paper and less than 1 week!

Despite all the rants above, i can't and cannot afford to fall! Because there is something i wanna do, to do something which none of the cousins have yet to achieve. Call me competitive, or that i brought it upon myself, its just the ego kind of thing.

And seeing and reading things,
Backpain is back
are not helping!
FML x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

Full force on Accounts and Finance, self declare study day tomorrow.

If i were a boy

2011-05-20T21:17:00.000-07:00

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

So 2008 song but I still love it!

Once close,Forever apart

2011-05-18T09:37:00.000-07:00

Love Rihanna to the bits, her song never fail to wind up feelings.

Need a break

2011-05-17T09:20:00.000-07:00

Happy Lemon -Tea Latte with Oreo Cookies and Cream after work last Friday.

Not in the best of mood. Next week will be accounting paper, only knew it this week that the freaking MST for accounting is next week. FML. Just completed the tutorial, which was half done on monday.

And i lost my fallen wing ring, which i wore it out on monday for the first time. Good job eileen. FML x 2

Salad @ Hans for dinner today. Supposed to have 2 meals of cereal a day but i had cravings for peanut butter waffle, so i had it for lunch. But the lady gave me butter instead. FML x 3. So this explains the salad for dinner. But it's nice! i think i can have this for 1 month, every meal.

And, i am having the strong urge to skip class tmr, FML x 4, i want to have some time alone, away from people, just do my own things. Mentally tired.

Guess i can't be tough alone. FML x 5

On a lighter note, i really like this :

And the singer is my new eye candy! =) I SUPER LIKE!!! Google Yen J

May, haven't been good

2011-05-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

Finally done with Accounting and finance! See numbers see till become stars ready!

Anyway the month of may haven't been good at all. WHY?

1. The weather is such a killer! Like worse than sauna? At least when im in sauna, i feel relaxed, but the weather is such a bitch and making me grumpy and everyone else grumpy too! SNOW please, or have several days of downpour, i don't care whether it will cause flood! ZZZ

2. I think due to the heat, my lips are cracking real badly, and bleeding non-stop for a week! Like before it heals, it starts to bleed again and there are days i wake up having dried blood on the lips. Disgusting. Or maybe i bite myself when i sleep -.- Possible, cause mum always tell me i sleep talk weird things she doesnt understand.

3. Painkillers are my best friend for the past 1 week cause god knows what, been having pain in the stomach, or whatever you call that part of the body above the stomach-.- Like each time i consume food or drink water, it will start to have the piercing pain. Though the pain is bearable, i get irritated sometimes and decide to pop painkillers.

its only 11 days into May, minus away the Public holidays,life hasn't been that great. FML. Verdict : IM super jinxed every year during the first half of the year. LIKE PROVEN cause shit always happen during these 6 months -.-

Mothers' Day Lunch

2011-05-08T00:56:00.001-07:00

DR MARTENS! MUM's advanced birthday present to me. =)

SOUR SALLY after lunch, usual order: Green tea with chocolate.

Lunch @ Watami Japanese Casual Restaurant, food was good! Love the Chicken Katsu with EGG!!!

And this, egg with cheese and i-dunno-wad-else, must try!

Photos taken with my Vivaz. Paid for this meal since its mothers' day, 30++ for 2 pax, portion just right for both mum and I.

New week tmr, gotta be a busy one with all the deadlines for tutorials. I am starting to dread going to school! =( like always.

Right here

2011-05-06T23:18:00.001-07:00

Have been watching this, very funny!!!! Loving it, look forward to a new episode every week!

Anyway, its 3rd week of school. Stress level is increasing, cause there are freaking 6 papers this semester and ABE is having MST 2 weeks before other schools. Good thing is that we do not have to study over the holidays, which is good, but on the other hand, it means lesser time to study. All modules this semester are very dry, information overload, acct&Finance is enough to kill me, numbers numbers and more numbers-.-

Finally got IT show pay and i tell you its freaking pathetic amount. So little. But still it means i can retail therapy a tiny winy more now! Dad is complaining that my wardrobe is bursting and there are always parcels arriving. =(

So, its Polling day today! VOTE WISELY SINGAPOREANS! my area which is Tanjong pagar no need to vote =)

BITCH !

2011-04-30T00:37:00.000-07:00

Your name annoys me, in the past, now and in the future

End of Week 2

2011-04-29T07:37:00.000-07:00

GOLDILOCKS! sometime back, dad bought this home ( only a few ) cause his friend from Philippines gave it to him, i love it the cookie and cream flavour! so i went to dad and kept saying its very nice, so he got his friend to buy me, and he came home with 4 boxes, 4 different flavour including my fav cookie and cream of course. Cannot be found in Singapore, therefore, im gotta ration it! haha

And then, i finally conquered Events Facilities Construction tutorial, full of physics and forces! managed to complete everything and get all correct =D *pat self*
Lucky, its only one chapter of physics for now, i could have bang my head against the wall if there is more!

Have been overspending this week! Yea, like always! I want DR MARTENS! =(

Long weekend ahead!~

Mid week

2011-04-27T10:18:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Happy Belated to daddy! I know its pass midnight already!

Second week of school, i would say things are still manageable, its just that there is PHYSICS! seem to have a lot of fate with physics! =( I can never understand whatever force, equilibrium thing. If questions are thrown at me with no work examples, i will just stare at it blankly and see stars! Sigh =(

Anyway, i spammed twitter yesterday about my hair. Yea, HAIR and the color, bloody hell, violet become brown now =( I WANT MY VIOLET HAIR BACK!!!! gotta do something about it, either touching up the purple, or change a color ( which i want but can't, mum will kill me, JKING ). i know, its major damage to hair, but everything we do these days cause damage in one way or another right.

Random post, will blog soon, about GEMs class probably? VERY INTERESTING, and i like the lecturer, she can just keep me attentive during her class, unlike the pyscology witch who likes to aim me every GEMs lesson last sem, make me paiseh!

Life was easier back then

2011-04-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

just had a mega long fb conversation with the awesome people! think the comment now is like 141 comments and on-going, confirm hit top news. Anyway have always wanted to do up a post about the awesome people around me. So yup, finally have the inspiration! Above are photos from more than 1 year ago! Good times always pass so fast.

Really miss school days with all these people, and some others who are not in the photo! Whenever I had a bad day, and all i wanted was just for people to leave me alone, all these people know it, esp princesses. They leave you alone cause they know you want to be, not because they don't care. Whenever, anyone of us is unhappy, we just show it without afraid of being judged. Back then, i could just go crazy in class and do all sorts of random stuff and go around saying hi to anyone. And back then, when i feel like im gotta fall, i could just fall because these people will be there for you and these people know why you react/act in certain way, they don't judge.

I miss the good old times.

2011-04-23T09:53:00.000-07:00

That in the face of true love, you don't just give up,
Even if the object of affection is begging you to

-Chuck Bass (Gossip Girl)

Done with Gossip Girl Season 1, moving on to Season 2!!!BLAIR WALDORF is my new idol!!! How i wish our lives can be those in GG, so scandalous! haha, exciting huh!

I need a getaway!!

2011-04-21T09:24:00.000-07:00

First week of school have come to an end. It was fine, just that the feel of being a year 2 is not much of a difference. And i can't differentiate freshies from the others.Totally hate the crowd at the train station in the morning and turns me off instantly during lunch cause everywhere is full of people!

Anyway, i need a short getaway badly, i need to think and straighten out my thoughts because i realize too many things this week, too much disappointments,and i am really confused, i don't know what i want and what my true self really think. What people are telling me is sort of affecting me and my stand. Supposed to fly to BKK next week, but the timetable came out too late, and couldnt make it in time to book air tickets therefore, im regretting man!!!! =( ZZZ

Im Sorry

2011-04-19T04:15:00.000-07:00

Im sorry for being selfish, and i only think of myself.
Hate me, i will accept it, i deserve it.

2011-04-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

Describes where i am

Dr Martens

2011-04-16T11:31:00.001-07:00

New love! Personally like the pink and the white one more. I want a pair of these! But Boots make my leg look short =(

Nearing the end of holidays

2011-04-15T09:33:00.000-07:00

Less 60 hours to school reopen, holidays are going to be over so soon! I dunno, i have this feeling of not wanting to go back to school but on the other hand, part of me want school to start so there is something to do.

Summary of what i did during holidays!

1. Slept from 4am to 5pm for one week! Lost 3 kg because of that, how great!!! But i bet i gain it back anyways! major fail x 10000000

2. Work for IT Show. My legs nearly broke. I want my pay!!! Fking broke now.

3. Practiced Tennis myself. Great achievement!!

4. Watched Gossip Girls

5. Visit Oakham Market! And i found the way there myself.

6. Chopped Hair and dyed it VIOLET.

7. GESSband SYF, they got back a SILVER!!

8. Tried RedMango, Better than any other frozen Yogurt!!!

I suppose thats all, MUNDANE LIFE-.-

I should stop going to facebook too often, because each time i log into facebook, i get mind fucked the whole day -.-

I like

2011-04-14T01:58:00.000-07:00

2011-04-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

Just watched Chick VS Dick ep on wakeboarding! OMG i wanna learn wakeboarding!!!
Then i went onto the net and did some research, blah blah and now i wanna learn ice skating, Inline skating, surfing!!!! Sounds crazy but im so enthu now! K random, bye!!!

T. Day

2011-04-09T02:47:00.000-07:00

Must watch this:

So funny that i laughed so badly watching, and Poor bear!!!! So cute!!!

The truth is

2011-04-08T08:16:00.001-07:00

Violet

2011-04-07T01:26:00.000-07:00

Chopped off hair, have no idea why the color looks so blonde here-.-

Just got Home from Haircut! Chopped a generous (to me) length of hair. And i dyed it too (yea,again). therefore, I bid my light brown hair goodbye. Say hi to a darker hair! Overall, i like the service there!!! And i love my hair now.

Loots

2011-04-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

Shopping Loots : Fake specs(impulsive buy),Shades(Not in pic),Studs,Brown Boots(Super Love,not in pic).

Officially broke but afterall it makes me sane. IT show pay, faster give me please.

Need to swim tmr and next week, i will go back to sleeping till 5pm everyday, best dieting method ever.

kthxbye

2011-04-05T06:26:00.000-07:00

Im thinking of doing a piercing like this this week/ next week but still unsure, cause im afraid of pain! =(

Anyway, went for release of results for SYF, couldnt wake up in the morning hence gave the performance a miss. But still, I guess GESSBAND did well, they gotten the silver which we lost in 09.

Tried Red Mango today! Better yogurt than Yoguru, sour sally i would say.

As for tmr,heading for an interview tomorrow! Need to earn some $$ and watch Kpop music wave in July!!! wanna watch big bang perform my fav haru haru.

What are words

2011-04-04T12:26:00.000-07:00

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times

I wonder how many people actually meant what they say.